Nothing to do...so I draw...=D

After I pasted my Time Table for this Semester, I found it weird to leave my exercise book blank.
So I did a little bit drawing...
with a theme called "The Journey of My Life".
The long path symbolizes that I still have a long journey to go;
The catty & doggy represents persons who accompany me through my whole life;
The beautiful view of surroundings are the beauty of nature and represent PEACE;
Just keep on walking and walking...
there is nothing that I drew in front of me...
because I can't predict my future...
But what I hope is,
for every footsteps that I leave
gives me SWEET & HAPPY memories.☼

I found a nice Life Quote...Hehe...=D

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,
show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

~Unknown~

p/s: That's why I smile...haha~

偶尔。。。忙碌能忘记一些事～但却让我想起他。。。

忙碌的目的有很多，
为了忘记伤感的，为了人生目标的，为了忙碌而忙碌的。。。
有的时候，忙碌却是一种享受～
我喜欢忙碌我喜欢做的事，
当然绝对不包括学院给的无聊课业，还有呈报。
我的忙碌是。。。忙碌的玩。。。哈哈！
（超幼稚的叻？）
在另一个遥远的地方，某个人比我还更加忙碌。
每晚早去晚归的。。。
真替他感到操心，怕他累坏了身子。
每每有提醒他，记得要买些鸡精或水果补一补，
不知他是否有做到。
也不知什么时候才能有机会接近他，照顾他的机会，
“往后就在柔佛州教书啦。。。”（很多人这样跟我说过。）
我没想过。。。顺其自然吧～
不过我真的很期待我们能天天见面，享受天天在一起的感觉。。。
就这样。。。
一天天，
一点点，
等到以后能每天相遇的，
某年某月某一天～=D

New Challenges...

Peacock dance training time for this month...After I have experienced for these two days, just can say that my bones are so... ...Wow...not stretched~need to polish my dancing skill...Although this is not an easy stuff to do, but I am glad that I have a chance to study from a really Good and Professional Teacher, Mr. Teo Tsai Vun.hahaha! Honestly to say, his dance is the most beautiful one...Very pity that he does not join the dance...if he has, he must be the one who SOLO longer, than I no need to memorize many steps anymore.LOL! Well, I will try my best for this~=D

Today, our class received a BaD news that our MTE (Maths) paper for is now switched to Malay, that's mean we need to do micro-teaching in Malay, attend our lecture in Malay and write in Malay for our test paper. Why? Coz PPSMI (Pengajaran dan Pembelajaran Sains Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris) has been cancelled...Oh My~How I am going to survive? I don't know all Mathematics terms in Malay coz im not used to it. Hmmm......and I think most of the reading materials and info are in English...need to translate? Haiz...I'm not saying that Malay language is not good, just that my Malay language is not so good...I will definitely face problems for this. No choice, we are the "white rat" for KPM. 'Orang atasan bilang tukar, orang bawahan mesti ikut perintah...ikut je lar' But, either PPSMI or PPSMM, each of it has its pros and cons. Mdm Lam had give a good advice that language is not a problem for this. Ya, I do agree. BI or BM or BC, the meaning of mathematics term still the same. A teacher should react flexibly. Well, I'm aiming for this...flexibility~LOL!

Jiayou to ME!!! Fighting~~~

LAzy WorMsss Visit Me Again...LOL!

I'm DaMn Lazy! 1st day of school~My GoD!
LaZy is definitely my Style~
What can I do???
Aiya! Of cz be more hardworking lar...hahahaha!

Happy New Year 2011

Happy New YeAR EveryOne!!! =D
Last night I COUNTDOWN with my friends and sister at Parkson~
What a Nice view!!! So many people there...
All of us kept silent...looking at the firecrackers~So So So Beautiful~~~
I can't kept my eyes off it...
Well, another year come, another year older...
But...this means I will be mature than before.
Aha!!! Did you already make wishes for 2011?
Hmm...my wishes are:
1. My beloved family, my dear and my friends stay strong & healthy everyday.
2. Stay smooth and steady, nothing makes me unhappy or sad.
3. Smile Always!!! Hehehe...
Wish you all GOOD LUCK!!!
Enjoy Our New New New Year~
>.@

我的新玩意儿-新浪微博

听说微博很好玩，而且还发现有好多好多知名明星歌星主持人都有开设微博，包括我的偶像Judy啦。。。所以偶也兴致勃勃去开了一个~理所当然立即成了茱蒂的粉丝，超开心！能随时随地得知他的消息，咳咳。。。偶本小姐也算知足啦~~~哈哈哈！走，现在探险微博去！呵呵~（奸笑~^o^）

Sad

Dis afternn I felt sad bout sumtin...
Cz feeling tat a fren of mine treats me not as care as b4...
Sad~Haiz...I dun wanna put any hope anymore...

Cleaning my house...

Wow~Cleaning my house was really tiring. Even though I just put unwanted books into boxes, cleared all the unwanted stuff and rearranged tonnes of books for two shelves...Wow! I was really damn tired! It took me half day to do that and I'm still not yet finish cleaning it. And so surprisingly my house really stores A Lot of RUbbisH! Haiz..maybe I need whole year to clean whole house! Hahaha...plus something made me very helpless was...I wanna clean my sis room (the room which I sleep with her now everyday) but my sis resisted me to do so. She said:"Please don't help me cleaning my room or else I can't find the things I want." Hmm...ok lar...My sis helped me saving my energy, but I really felt uncomfortable staying in a very untidy room...(Shhh...don't tell my sis about this ya! =P) My opinion after cleaning was...I have a long long way to go~~~~~~huhuhu...

I wanna Plan & Do something Special For My Holiday!

1 and a 1/2 month of holiday, previously I spent it by doing nothing...Gosh! Just a blink of my eyes, my holiday was gone.For these few days, I still think that I'm doing nothing meaningful. Well...I sleep until 10 or 11 am, have my 'Brunch', help out with my mum's cooking and cleaning, watch entertainment or videos, eat my dinner, do the plate washing, bath & sleep again...That's my routine for these few days. Hmm...maybe I need to do something that I like, such as...DIY, drawing, singing, weaving or learn some new cooking or baking skills! hehe...that's my planning, but whether I can do these or not, depend on my will of interest. I hope I'm not just having 3 minutes heart to work out my plan~Best wishes for myself! Gambate!!! 0(@.@)0

Let G0 & Let's G0!

I'm going back home this Saturday...
So tired right now, because many things happened in this semester,
Fully-packed events made me busy but created memorable moments...
Hopefully I will be Happy & stay Enjoy when the time I'm at home!

Now, it's time to fully release myself!
Yesterday is a History,
Tomorrow is a Mystery,
We never knew...how long can we live...
So, I set a life quote for myself here, that is...

"Enj0Y iS My Life, Regret Aint't My DaYs !"
Fighting~~~!!!

Emptiness...

Well, besides Facebook-ing, Blogging, Watching Movies & Videos, Listening Songs...I seemed to have no idea what I'm going to do right now. During exams, I was anticipated for this exciting moment to come. Of course I remained Facebook-ing and others at that time and was totally entertained. But now, I don't know why am I going wrong...Now I have plenty of time focusing and enjoying all those entertainments, but my heart is still left empty. Maybe because I need someone who can accompany me...enjoying entertainments by myself is meaningless. Haiz~~~what can I do? My Mr.Right, where are you? I need you...

A Peaceful Early Morning...

Felt like wanna slept after facebook-ing after 1 am,
but my mind resisted to do so...
Unexpectedly...
I put on my earphone and listened broadcast on Radio (One FM).
Well, I only do this once in a blue moon,
And surprisingly...
I heard many Chinese songs that I familiar to!
I just damn LoVe ThEm!!!
That moment I got my mind that the DJ was such an Understanding person,
Because knowing my favourite songs! Hehe...

With my eyes closed, and my mind PeAcE,
Instantly I fell into My MusiC WonDerlanD~~~
Enjoying my peacefulness,
Feeling liveliness,
Even though it was just a simple thing I did,
I was HAPPY...

There was a NICE life quote saying that...

"When we are CHILDREN, Happiness is a SIMPLE thing;
When we are ADULTS, SIMPLE thing is Happiness..."

This quote gave me inspiration of making my mind as simple as possible,
Not to be an idiot with 'Simple' mind...haha!
Not to think of many unnecessary thoughts,
And the most vital thing is...
Learn to appreciate what I have now~~~ =D

A historical day!

Yesterday night, a memorable moment was I obtained my first dancing experience in IPG Kampus Gaya. The overall performance was indeed amazing with lots of gorgeous girls and handsome guys "produced" by this campus. Everyone tried their very best to perform well. Special thanks to my gang of fan dancers and those who worked silently behind the performance. I love my make up...masterpiece from "many hands"! haha...Plus, thanking all the performers last night, worthy to have rehearsals many times as the effect really attractive and exciting. I think the climax part was the Arabian dance by my PMU senior. All of us had done a great job! Thumbs up!


Happy moment always passes very fast...I thought this was the happy ending of the day but I was wrong...I received a shocked news that a good friend of mine and his friend involved in an accident. His friend is having critical condition than him. I felt sorry for them... ...Really scared to hear anyone who met accident, my heart feel not comfortable because accident extremely hurts...
What a relief when knowing that they were alright. No matter what happens, the vital thing is we are still alive...In earnest, I hope they recover as soon as possible...best wishes for them...


Now...I am thinking that...I need to appreciate what I have now...and cherish all the moments I go through...

难得的自我检讨～

有时候。。。戴上面具才格外有安全感～

八月一日，开学了一个多月，总觉得我的人生都过得迷迷糊糊。
人家说：人生难得糊涂，可我啊，却糊涂了二十二年。
哈哈。。。人未老，已有年老的语气。
二十个年头了，还未能确定自己的人生目标，
被现实生活牵着走的职业，我会快乐吗？
当初也因家人的“怂恿”，朋友集体热衷的报名，我也参一咖～
我的热衷，相信不是发自于内心，而是体会到生活的需要～
我不做老师，还能做什么呢？
真想时光倒流，看看我人生的第二个选择。
现无回头路，唯有向前行。
当了老师，我可能还可以找到自己的人生目标也说不定,
当然我不会卸下教育小朋友的责任，
在业余时间可以做我喜欢的嘛。。。
这是专业的态度！（爱吹牛～呵呵！）

分析了个人目标，接下来是性格分析～（？。？）

我的缺点。。。不满你们说，多的是！

1. 很多人说我勤劳，其实不然。功课能拖就拖，时间未到一定不会自动自发开始，除非别人快做完了，才开始自己Shock Sendiri～(x.x)

2. 我是绝对的路痴。小小地方也可以让我迷路，单单跟我逛过街的人都懂，连shopping都会不清楚去向。去了这么多次Centre Point逛街还是会搞不清下车的地方，也不知某某店在哪一楼那个位置，真有够白痴～(@.@)

3. 记性更没话说。如果有人问我上个礼拜吃了什么东西，做了什么事，我会答：不好意思，我不记得了耶～旧同学所读的大学和科系，我可以问了再问，害到有时候朋友说我不够朋友，跟我说了还忘记。。。除非有special occasion,另当别论。。哈哈！我的记忆还真会挑，只挑记好玩的时刻。(n.n)

4. 还有，慢半拍是我的“专长”，还被我家人，男朋友和几位朋友证实过。。。一句话要听了老半天才搞懂，有时候对方还被我气到下，因为我一直要求对方重复，或把对白简单化。跟我相处有时候还真需要耐性。不过偶尔还是会难得机灵几下。（那是在很清醒的状态下才会发生的。）(IoI)

5. 没自信。我不太喜欢在别人面前表现自己，除非被情况逼迫。我怕别人说我太骄傲，可是事实应该不是我说想象的这样。对吗？(<.<)

6. 喜欢被领导，而不是领导人家。自认没领导的天分，说话不流利，没领导主意。。。0(6.6)0

7. 没主见。也不是没有啦，只是很常我都表现得随便，因为不喜欢被人批评。(^0^)

8. 偶尔出现莫名的忧伤，真不知哪儿跑来的，要说也说不清楚的感觉。。害得“小强”每次都说我想太多。。。(TUT)

9. 固执的金牛。我妈认了我这个跟老爸一样的牛脾气～呵呵! (TwT)

10. 不爱专心听课，常跟朋友在上课时乱哈拉~(>0<)

11. 很常犹豫不决，一个决定总得考虑很久。。。(9.9)

12.做事效率慢。(3.3)

13.喜欢拥有。占有欲强。（>-@）

14.难放下执着的东西。(7.7)

想到的缺点是酱多。优点嘛。。。讲出来我自己都会不好意思的说～

1. 有艺术天分。例如：画画，书法，设计，精通少许。

2. 唱歌也算才艺吧？我唱歌不走音。哈哈！

以上两项我确定是遗传自老爸！

3. 会做家务，有朋友说我很有妈妈的味道。。哈哈！老妈是我很好的学习对象。做衣、煮菜、种菜、烹饪她样样精通。。。非常棒叻！

4. 有耐性。我可以是个很好的倾听者,但不会是个很好分析者。

5.爱动物。我相信它们是有人性的。

6.爱说笑。因为喜欢看到别人笑。可却发现一山还有一山高，别人的冷笑话我比不了，太“冷”了～哈哈！

7.心软，会为别人着想，却也很常莫名的付出。明明意识不是这样想的，可是到后来却也帮忙了人家。。。哈哈！应该是身体和意识意见不合吧？！

想不到优点了。。。不想想了。。。累～

话说回来，为了不让我的人生感觉空白，我想尝试充实我自己。。。
当然，这点和包括改善本人的缺点是需要时间的。
人生经验是所谓时间一点一滴所累积的精华。
对生活积极，就是对自己认真。
I W@nn@ L3aRn t0 L0V3 My LiF3!!!