Confusion...

Frankly to say...I didn't meet this type of problem before...
And...never ever think of or expected what is happened to me now...
Why I'm the chosen one?
Feelings of surprise...shocked...uncertain...emotional...all turned up on me...
I am glad and happy that someone who is being really nice to me...plus extraordinary caring...
But just that, we could not change the situation that both we have right now...
I wanna say...Thank you~~~You mean much to me...=)