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Bintangor, Sarawak, Malaysia
I'm the eldest child but the shortest among the family of five.Well, this sounds good to me as I look "young".hehehe! I'm now under teacher training course, two and a half years to go.Can I be a good primary school teacher? Actually, I can't even imagine how I teach my students in the future. I doubt my ability to do this job as I don't really wanna be a teacher from the beginning and I'm lack of self confidence.But for survivor, what can I do? However, I believe I might developed full interest of teaching one day and lead my students to aim for their goals. It just that, I need to overcome my weaknesses and upgrade myself every time. I believe I can do it! Hope you guys support me~♥♥♥

♥ Goal of My Life ♥

♥ Goal of My Life ♥

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Andrew 陈势安 天后 (The Queen of Heaven) Lyric

陈势安 - 天后 (The Queen of Heaven)

终于找到借口趁着醉意上心头
zhong yu zhao dao jie kou chen zhe zui yi shang xin tou
Finally found an excuse, taking advantage of being drunk

表达我所有感受
biao da wo suo you gan shou
I express all my feeling

寂寞渐浓 沉默留在舞池角落
ji mo jian nong chen mo liuzai wu chi jiao luo
Loneliness slowly increases, left silence at a corner of a dance floor

你说的太少或太多
ni shuo de tai shao huo tai duo
Either you said too little or too much

都会让人更惶恐
dou hui rang ren geng huang kong
both made me terrified

谁任由谁放纵 谁会先让出自由
shui ren you shui fang zong shui hui xian rang chu zi you
Who gives a loose to who, who will be the first to indulge freedom

最后一定总是我
zui hou yi ding zong shi wo
Eventually it must be me

双脚悬空 在你冷酷热情间游走
shuang jiao xuan kong zai ni leng ku re qing jian you zou
I'm wandering around your marble and ardor heart

被侵占所有还要笑着接受
bei qin zhan suo you hai yao xiao zhe jie shou
being broke into but still accept with a smile


我嫉妒你的爱 气势如虹
wo ji du ni de ai qi shi ru hong
I'm jealous of your strong vigor of love

像个人气高居不下的天后
xiang ge ren qi gao ju bu xia de tian hou
like a top popularity of the Queen of the heaven

你要的不是我 而是一种虚荣
ni yao de bu shi wo er shi yi zhong xu rong
What you want is just a vanity, not me

有人疼才显得多么出众
you ren teng cai xian de duo me chu zhong
only be fond by someone can let you special

我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
wo xian ru mang mu kuang lian de kuan rong
I am driven to fetishism of tolerance

成全了你万众宠爱的天后
cheng quan le ni wan zhong chong ai de tian hou
let you be the people favorite Queen of heaven

若爱只剩诱惑 只剩彼此忍受
ruo ai zhi sheng you huo zhi sheng bi ci ren shou
if love is just a temptation, and only can bear with each other

别再互相折磨
bie zai hu xiang zhe mo
don't ever torture each other again

因为我们都有错
yin wei wo men dou you cuo
because both of us have fault


推开苍白的手 推开苍白的厮守
tui kai cang bai de shou tui kai cang bai de si shou
I reject your pale hand, reject pale waiting

管你有多么失措
guan ni you duo me shi cuo
no matter how panic you are

别再叫我 心软是最致命的脆弱
bie zai jiao wo xin ruan shi zui zhi ming de cui ruo
don't ever call me, soft-hearted is my fatal weaknesses

我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠
wo ming ming dou dong que reng pin si xiao zhong
I actually understand them all but still I give full loyalty


我嫉妒你的爱 气势如虹
wo ji du ni de ai qi shi ru hong
I'm jealous of your strong vigor of love

像个人气高居不下的天后
xiang ge ren qi gao ju bu xia de tian hou
like a top popularity of the Queen of the heaven

你要的不是我 而是一种虚荣
ni yao de bu shi wo er shi yi zhong xu rong
What you want is just a vanity, not me

有人疼才显得多么出众
you ren teng cai xian de duo me chu zhong
only be fond by someone can let you special

我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
wo xian ru mang mu kuang lian de kuan rong
I am driven to fetishism of tolerance

成全了你万众宠爱的天后
cheng quan le ni wan zhong chong ai de tian hou
let you be the people favorite Queen of heaven

若爱只剩诱惑 只剩彼此忍受
ruo ai zhi sheng you huo zhi sheng bi ci ren shou
if love is just a temptation, and only can bear with each other

别再互相折磨
bie zai hu xiang zhe mo
don't ever torture each other again

因为我们都有错
yin wei wo men dou you cuo
because both of us have fault


如果有一天爱不再迷惑
ru guo you yi tian ai bu zai mi huo
one day if love doesn't deceptive

足够去看清所有是非对错
zu gou qu kan qing suo you shi fei dui cuo
enough to see clearly all the true and false

直到那个时候 你在我的心中
zhi dao na ge shi hou ni zai wo xin zhong
till that time, you who are in my heart

将不再被歌颂 把你当作天后
jiang bu zai bei ge song ba ni dang zuo tian hou
will not be praised as the Queen of heaven anymore

不会再是我
bu hui zai shi wo
not ever ever is me

p/s: Pheeww...dis was my 1st experience of translating Chinese lyric to English and wrote its Chinese pronunciation out...What a hard job~I bet it gt lots of grammar mistake, bt nvr mind, it's enaf tat if u guys cn understand.haha!

我的新玩意儿-新浪微博

听说微博很好玩,而且还发现有好多好多知名明星歌星主持人都有开设微博,包括我的偶像Judy啦。。。所以偶也兴致勃勃去开了一个~理所当然立即成了茱蒂的粉丝,超开心!能随时随地得知他的消息,咳咳。。。偶本小姐也算知足啦~~~哈哈哈!走,现在探险微博去!呵呵~(奸笑~^o^)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Sad



Dis afternn I felt sad bout sumtin...
Cz feeling tat a fren of mine treats me not as care as b4...
Sad~Haiz...I dun wanna put any hope anymore...

Friday, November 26, 2010

Cleaning my house...

Wow~Cleaning my house was really tiring. Even though I just put unwanted books into boxes, cleared all the unwanted stuff and rearranged tonnes of books for two shelves...Wow! I was really damn tired! It took me half day to do that and I'm still not yet finish cleaning it. And so surprisingly my house really stores A Lot of RUbbisH! Haiz..maybe I need whole year to clean whole house! Hahaha...plus something made me very helpless was...I wanna clean my sis room (the room which I sleep with her now everyday) but my sis resisted me to do so. She said:"Please don't help me cleaning my room or else I can't find the things I want." Hmm...ok lar...My sis helped me saving my energy, but I really felt uncomfortable staying in a very untidy room...(Shhh...don't tell my sis about this ya! =P) My opinion after cleaning was...I have a long long way to go~~~~~~huhuhu...

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Sigma

Finally, my idol Judy Zhou appears after all the time joining singing and talent competition. Through HIM company great promotion, he and two other guys officially become a group singer called Sigma and are going to have an album on December. You guess what....my idol is the leader of the group. I'm So So So Happy! Hahaha...Urm...you maybe curious why I love Judy Zhou~Personally, I think he is indeed a good young artist which sings quite well and most of all his great attraction is he dances awesomely. I fall succumb to his charm. All the dancing and singing he learns by himself. Well, guys who know how to dance and sing really attracted me~(Shy...) I'm anticipated for their album already~~~Hehehe....waiting waiting & waiting...


This is the FB website for Sigma, you can have a look at it if you are interested.

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Sigma-zhou-ding-wei-li-jie-yu-lin-wei-zhe/118288421568695

or you just click my title 'Sigma' for direct link to that page~hehe!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I wanna Plan & Do something Special For My Holiday!

1 and a 1/2 month of holiday, previously I spent it by doing nothing...Gosh! Just a blink of my eyes, my holiday was gone.For these few days, I still think that I'm doing nothing meaningful. Well...I sleep until 10 or 11 am, have my 'Brunch', help out with my mum's cooking and cleaning, watch entertainment or videos, eat my dinner, do the plate washing, bath & sleep again...That's my routine for these few days. Hmm...maybe I need to do something that I like, such as...DIY, drawing, singing, weaving or learn some new cooking or baking skills! hehe...that's my planning, but whether I can do these or not, depend on my will of interest. I hope I'm not just having 3 minutes heart to work out my plan~Best wishes for myself! Gambate!!! 0(@.@)0

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Let G0 & Let's G0!













I'm going back home this Saturday...
So tired right now, because many things happened in this semester,
Fully-packed events made me busy but created memorable moments...
Hopefully I will be Happy & stay Enjoy when the time I'm at home!

Now, it's time to fully release myself!
Yesterday is a History,
Tomorrow is a Mystery,
We never knew...how long can we live...
So, I set a life quote for myself here, that is...

"Enj0Y iS My Life, Regret Aint't My DaYs !"
Fighting~~~!!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Emptiness...

Well, besides Facebook-ing, Blogging, Watching Movies & Videos, Listening Songs...I seemed to have no idea what I'm going to do right now. During exams, I was anticipated for this exciting moment to come. Of course I remained Facebook-ing and others at that time and was totally entertained. But now, I don't know why am I going wrong...Now I have plenty of time focusing and enjoying all those entertainments, but my heart is still left empty. Maybe because I need someone who can accompany me...enjoying entertainments by myself is meaningless. Haiz~~~what can I do? My Mr.Right, where are you? I need you...

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Last paper...ELE 3102 Principles of English Language Teaching

I'm going to sit for this paper on Monday morning,
definitely it's time to do my revision right now,
But...but...
Now I'm Blogging Again~HAha!

No choice~
I just can't stand reading
So So So MANY WORDS in reading materials~~~

My Mind can't absorb what I have read.
My Gosh!!! I nearly go insane...
Just can't blame me for doing this because
I'm NOT a Left-Brained Learner...Hahaha!

Plus...
high standard of English language delivering
makes me dizzy~~~(X.X)

I prefer to learn with interesting, cute & amazing
Pictures, Graphics, Animations, and others...

Any images will do!!! Just give me some learning using art!
I think this is what we call -> Integration of Art in Learning...
Hahahaha...
Actually...
I wanna learn through this way...



But...unfortunately that
no one draw comic for learning English Theories...

(Cry! T.T)
ArrrGG!
Just can't StoP my ChildisH Thinking!
Hiak hiak hiak~~~

Time to back to Reality...=D

Friday, November 12, 2010

A Peaceful Early Morning...














Felt like wanna slept after facebook-ing after 1 am,
but my mind resisted to do so...
Unexpectedly...
I put on my earphone and listened broadcast on Radio (One FM).
Well, I only do this once in a blue moon,
And surprisingly...
I heard many Chinese songs that I familiar to!
I just damn LoVe ThEm!!!
That moment I got my mind that the DJ was such an Understanding person,
Because knowing my favourite songs! Hehe...

With my eyes closed, and my mind PeAcE,
Instantly I fell into My MusiC WonDerlanD~~~
Enjoying my peacefulness,
Feeling liveliness,
Even though it was just a simple thing I did,
I was HAPPY...

There was a NICE life quote saying that...

"When we are CHILDREN, Happiness is a SIMPLE thing;
When we are ADULTS, SIMPLE thing is Happiness..."

This quote gave me inspiration of making my mind as simple as possible,
Not to be an idiot with 'Simple' mind...haha!
Not to think of many unnecessary thoughts,
And the most vital thing is...
Learn to appreciate what I have now~~~ =D

Thursday, November 11, 2010

我的心声。。。

这些话,是想对自己说的~

面对弥足珍贵的爱情,
我们需要从一而终。
经得起诱惑,
耐得住寂寞,
唯有这样,
才能给予彼此最大的安全感,
爱情之路走的才会平平坦坦。——题记

Monday, November 8, 2010

24 Ciri-Ciri Orang Yang Mencintai Kamu

Dalam kehidupan, kamu tidak sedar apa yang dilakukan oleh seseorang terhadap diri kamu merupakan satu petanda yang dia mencintai kamu. Dia tidak ingin kamu tahu secara terus daripada mulut dia tetapi dia menunjukkannya melalui perbuatan. Berikut merupakan 24 ciri-ciri yang dilakukan oleh seseorang yang menunjukkan bahawa dia mencintai kamu.

  1. Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa dia mencintai kamu. Yang dia tahu di hati dan matanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya.
  2. Walaupun kamu sudah memiliki teman istimewa atau kekasih, dia tidak perduli! Baginya yang penting kamu bahagia dan kamu tetap menjadi impiannya.
  3. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya, di hati dan matanya kamu selalu yang tercantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah bertambah.
  4. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahu tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, dia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu.
  5. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan SMS seperti ‘selamat pagi’, ‘selamat hari minggu’, ‘selamat tidur’, ‘take care’, dan lain-lain lagi, walaupun kamu tidak membalas SMS nya, kerana dengan kiriman SMS itu lah dia menyatakan cintanya, menyatakan dalam cara yang berbeza, bukan “aku CINTA padamu”, tapi berselindung ayat selain kata cinta itu.
  6. Jika kamu menyambut hari jadi dan kamu tidak mengundangnya ke majlis yang kamu adakan, setidak-tidaknya dia akan menelefon untuk mengucapkan selamat atau mengirim SMS.
  7. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang dia lalui bersama kamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri sudah melupakannya, kerana saat itu ialah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya. dan saat itu, matanya pasti berkaca. kerana saat bersamamu itu tidak boleh berulang selalu.
  8. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingati setiap kata-kata yang kamu ucapkan, bahkan mungkin kata-kata yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya. Kerana dia menyematkan kata-katamu di hatinya, berapa banyak kata-kata penuh harapan yang kau tuturkan padanya, dan akhirnya kau musnahkan? Pasti kau lupa, tetapi bukan orang yang mencintai kamu.
  9. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan belajar menggemari lagu-lagu kegemaran kamu, bahkan mungkin meminjam CD milik kamu, kerana dia ingin tahu apa kegemaran kamu – kesukaan kamu kesukaannya juga, walaupun sukar meminati kesukaan kamu, tapi akhirnya dia berjaya.
  10. Kalau kali terakhir kalian bertemu kamu mungkin sedang selesema, atau batuk-batuk, dia akan sentiasa mengirim SMS atau menelefon untuk bertanya keadaan kamu – kerana dia bimbangkan tentang kamu, peduli tentang kamu.
  11. Jika kamu mengatakan akan menghadapi ujian, dia akan menanyakan bila ujian itu berlangsung, dan saat harinya tiba dia akan mengirimkan SMS ‘good luck’ untuk memberi semangat kepada kamu.
  12. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan memberikan suatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamu itu ialah sesuatu yang biasa, tetapi baginya barang itu sangat istimewa.
  13. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan terdiam sesaat, ketika sedang bercakap di telefon dengan kamu, sehingga kamu menjadi bingung. Sebenarnya saat itu dia merasa sangat gugup kerana kamu telah menggegarkan dunianya.
  14. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin berada di dekat kamu dan ingin menghabiskan hari-harinya hanya dengan kamu.
  15. Jika suatu saat kamu harus pindah ke daerah lain, dia akan sentiasa memberikan nasihat agar kamu waspada dengan persekitaran yang boleh membawa pengaruh buruk kepada kamu dan jauh.
  16. Dihatinya dia benar-benar takut kehilangan kamu, pernah dengar ‘jauh dimata, dekat dihati?’
  17. Orang yang mencintai kamu bertindak lebih seperti saudara daripada seperti seorang kekasih.
  18. Orang yang mencintai kamu sering melakukan hal-hal yang SENGAL seperti menelefon kamu 100 kali dalam masa sehari. Atau mengejutkan kamu di tengah malam dengan mengirim SMS. Sebenarnya ketika itu dia sedang memikirkan kamu.
  19. Orang yang mencintai kamu kadang-kadang merindukan kamu dan melakukan hal-hal yang membuat kamu pening kepala. Namun ketika kamu mengatakan tindakannya itu membuat kamu terganggu dia akan minta maaf dan tak akan melakukannya lagi.
  20. Jika kamu memintanya untuk mengajarimu sesuatu maka ia akan mengajarimu dengan sabar walaupun kamu mungkin orang yang terbodoh di dunia! Bahkan dia begitu gembira kerana dapat membantu kamu. Dia tidak pernah mengelak dari menunaikan permintaan kamu walau sesukar mana permintaan mu.
  21. Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka nama kamu akan menghiasi sebahagian besar INBOX-nya. Dia masih menyimpan SMS-SMS dari kamu walaupun ia kamu kirim berbulan-bulan atau bertahun-tahun yang lalu. Dia juga menyimpan surat-surat kamu di tempat khas dan segala pemberian kamu menjadi benda-benda berharga buatnya.
  22. Dan jika kamu cuba menjauhkan diri daripadanya atau memberi reaksi menolaknya, dia akan menyedarinya dan menghilang dari kehidupan kamu, walaupun hal itu membunuh hatinya.
  23. Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan dia akan ada menunggu kamu kerana sebenarnya dia tak pernah mencari orang lain, dia sentiasa menunggu kamu.
  24. Orang yang begitu mencintaimu, tidak pernah memaksa kamu memberinya sebab dan alasan, walaupun hatinya meronta ingin mengetahui, kerana dia tidak mahu kamu terbeban dengan karenahnya. Saat kau pinta dia berlalu, dia pergi tanpa menyalahkan kamu, kerana dia benar-benar mengerti apa itu cinta.

“Pernah adakah orang yang berbuat seperti di atas kepada kamu? Jika ada, jangan pernah mensia-siakan orang tersebut… Kamu akan menyesal melakukannya!”

http://www.tentangcinta.com/artikel-cinta/24-ciri-ciri-orang-yang-mencintai-kamu/


I'm eager to see him again...














I demand my month, December,
and...him, my lover,
to come as fast as possible.
Really hope that,
he is not going anywhere,
just stay right by my side,
because...
I really...really...
cannot stand...
the feeling of loneliness right now...
Even I and him stay contact,
through a phone call every night,
but my heart is hopeless,
beating with emptiness...

I hate him...
to let both of us stay apart for about 9 months...
how can I wait for this long duration?
I blame...
why I have to suffer like this,
but in the meantime,
I think of him,
who also undergoes same feeling like me...
I stop blaming...

From his post of status...
I knew...he still loves me...
On the day we gonna meet...
at a few moments,
when I look through his eyes,
I might think that he is a stranger to me,
a stranger for 9 months,
but familiar to me
because I and him
have couple for about 4 years and 8 months...

My lover,
on those few days in December,
can you help me
to fill my life
with our love memories again?
You owe me a lot...
I'm waiting for that day...



Friday, November 5, 2010

All The Things You Never Knew~你不知道的事。




How many times a butterfly blink,
before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars,
But how many there will remain?
Even as I fly, you fall,
So close I can hear you breathe,
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you...
You don't know why I had to leave you,
How could I ignore you every cry,
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground,
So clearly pierced my heart,
You don't know why I had to keep away,
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight,
So many are...the things you never knew...





A hard decision...

I have just made a decision...
It was hard...
and I felt suffering...
to decide...
but I must...
and I did it...
The reason for my decision was...
I don't want my heart gets hurt any more...
For now...
I have to learn...
how to let go...
and...
try to let go...

我想学会忍耐,学会等待。。。

无可否认。。。
等待是一件痛苦的事,
虽说一直说服我自己,
“我早已习惯了。。。”
不过,
我还是讨厌等待,
因为在等待的同时,
我有莫名的空虚感,
放任自己胡思乱想,
感觉非常的孤单。。。
无能抹去,对别人的妒忌,羡慕的眼光。。。
无比的折磨,
现在在纠缠着我。。。
什么时候,
这种煎熬才能消失,
什么时候,
我才能解脱,
什么时候,
我才能看开,
不再执着。。。
不再强颜欢笑。。。




Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I felt sorry for myself...

Sorry...for myself...
I admitted that I didn't do my best for EDU exam paper today morning,
Kept on giving myself excuses to escape from the revision...
One of them was definitely...
"Have a nice sleep first to boost energy for revision then!"
However, I always ended up fallen asleep again after reading just a few paragraphs...Haha!
Well, today's exam will gonna be a history,
No turning back,
I just have to continue walking,
Dealing with another 4 challenges...
Jiayou!!!
Lazy Worms please leave me alone~~~ =D







Monday, November 1, 2010

A Simple But Funny Comic to Share~Hehe!





It is all about exam...LOL!


A Poem for My Exam~



I'm really old,
Not knowing what my mind holds,
Reading, sleeping, and reading,
Continuous repeating,
But still can't make sense of them whole,
Why do I need to learn them all?
Coz I'm a Guardian (Teacher) for future world?

Now I'm head-aching,
Try my best to remembering,
I hope the first exam paper for tomorrow
Will not make me suffering,
I am always hoping,
Miracle is coming,
My mind full of brilliant ideas,
Which my score is jumping!

I know I can do it,
Just patiently sit,
Willing to understand it (facts),
Many people is hardworking,
Many people can make it,
Why can't I try it?

Don't know why I got a sudden feeling to write this poem...LOL!
Maybe I'm stress...Anyway, hope you guys enjoy reading my poem!=)

Lastly...
*Good Luck for me and those
who sit for exam this month~~~Hehe!








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