I'm eager to see him again...

I demand my month, December,

and...him, my lover,

to come as fast as possible.

Really hope that,

he is not going anywhere,

just stay right by my side,

because...

I really...really...

cannot stand...

the feeling of loneliness right now...

Even I and him stay contact,

through a phone call every night,

but my heart is hopeless,

beating with emptiness...

I hate him...

to let both of us stay apart for about 9 months...

how can I wait for this long duration?

I blame...

why I have to suffer like this,

but in the meantime,

I think of him,
who also undergoes same feeling like me...

I stop blaming...

From his post of status...

I knew...he still loves me...

On the day we gonna meet...

at a few moments,

when I look through his eyes,

I might think that he is a stranger to me,

a stranger for 9 months,
but familiar to me
because I and him
have couple for about 4 years and 8 months...

My lover,

on those few days in December,

can you help me

to fill my life

with our love memories again?

You owe me a lot...

I'm waiting for that day...